I used to be you, tired and sick.
Mar 09, 2023Once upon a time…
- I felt sick in my body. Following a special protocol, never without my myriad of supplements fearing that if I ate off plan my body would rebel be it bloating, gas, allergies, acne, constipation, or have an impact on my mood.
- I used to sneak food because I was so f*cking hungry and my body was always empty and aching.
- Anger seethed and scorched whenever I made a misstep. And once that anger was revealed my neck would tighten and lock and I wouldn’t be able to turn my head.
- I’d be caught up in a state of calm and joy and suddenly without warning be in a state of such despair that I didn’t recognize myself.
- I looked upon myself with contempt, rage, hostility, shame, guilt…and anything else that expressed the loathing I had for not just my body but my entire person.
- I distrusted myself so much that I feared believing in myself because if I believed in myself I would be arrogant, bitchy, full of myself and who wants to be with someone like that?
- I was so isolated because I had created a life of restriction that didn’t allow for flexibility and fun because those things weren’t on the menu.
- I didn’t speak up because I didn’t feel like I was worthy of being listened to. I felt as though my brain just didn’t work, I felt dull, foggy, and listless.
- I was in such extreme fatigue I only had enough energy for work. But, fearing I appear weak I still fit in spin classes, kettlebells and heavy lifting because I didn’t want people to think I was lazy.
- I felt as though my connection to Spirit was wrong, I hunted for a religious community that might accept my intuition and psychic abilities but always came up short.
But…I persevered, held on to hope, simplified, created a firm foundation, and started to trust myself and my body —> that it was indeed possible to heal deeply!
And…Over Time…
- My body healed, my diet became flexible, free, and I can eat whatever I want, whenever I want…symptom free. I listen to my body’s wisdom and allow that to be my guiding light because I love and trust myself.
- I became deeply nourished in every sense of the word. I feel FULL. I am full of myself, satiated, satisfied and in awe of my own unique talents and gifts. Who am I?!! I’m someone you want to know that’s who.
- I embraced patience, loving kindness, and compassion first for myself so I can inspire it in others. I allow myself grace and if I am angry I honor that anger, feel into what it’s about and use it purposefully, it no longer owns me.
- My mood became stable and reliable and I’m in a place of flow and balance no matter the time of month, no matter the occasion, no matter the situation. I know who I am. I know what I offer. I am grounded in my magnificence.
- I learned to look upon myself with love, admiration, and awe: I’ve embraced all aspects of mySELF. I am awesome and my awesome in no way negates yours…I see mySELF clearly as I see your beauty, depth, and power in full focus - even if you can’t yet.
- I’ve leaned into letting go of the need to control, to predict, to worry which had kept me stuck and stalled thinking I had to follow a specific path. Now I’m open to all the possibilities, embrace more spontaneity, and honor the current journey in the present, even when it’s hard.
- I realized I am brilliant in so many ways and how I do what I do. My brain “turned on” and I am able to process lightening quick…maybe too quick at times, but there is more clarity and confidence in my gifts and talents than ever before.
- I became an Energy Alchemist, manipulating my physical, mental, and emotional energy on the drop of a dime creating what I need as I need it with awareness and ease. I’ve got incredible energy that vibrates and alights others when I interact them. Now I teach others how to heal deeply and bend and manipulate their energy as needed.
- I connected to the DIVINE within me in ways I didn’t know was possible. I honor my way of connecting to that which is. I feel guided, loved, safe, and embraced by Spirit.
- I was able to SEE that if I hold back the world misses out on my awesome. And that’s not gonna cut it for me, for those who need ME, and for those my clients will inspire.
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